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[Filter: Tallys, in Kilian]

I should probably be doing better than I am. I can manage to get through the day, and make sure that everyone we've brought is at least not uncomfortable. Not physically uncomfortable. Any time my hands aren't busy though, I find myself ...

It's all too much to even think about. I try to wrap my head around everything I've read, and it leads down so many other paths. I think about everyone in my past, and how we came to be. How we came not to be. How much of my life was spent wrapping myself and others around rules that ...

And I'll get through this. It's all fine. My world isn't falling apart. I just keep getting distracted by every little strand of my life that I see once again, and have to figure out where it fits again.

I want to do something for you. I need to stop thinking about me.
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[Filter: Baethan, in Kilian]

I'm going to toss a few more lies out. It doesn't need to be very dramatic. I'm going for a bit of an edge of frustration with what's happened.

[Filter: Public, in Kilian]

It's for the best we're going to Baethan again. We didn't prepare for that long stay at the tower, and we're going to be ragged by the time we're back. Arwen, could you have some provisions out for us in say ... a week? We're going to be very hungry, I wager.

I hope you decided to stop somewhere for supplies, Aiden, because I can't imagine yours are going to last much longer.

[Filter: Terrance, in Trade]

Do you still have a journal?
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[Filter: Tallys, in Kilian]

I understand that they're stressed ... I haven't seen them fight this strongly before though. Is this something they've done before? We're all angry, but we're not supposed to be tearing into each other. They seemed close before, and so I didn't expect this much ... rage.
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[Filter: Baethan, in Kilian]

If he knows we're coming is he going to set a trap for us? I know he's confident in his skills, but if he has a whole tower to work with ... I know my father could do a lot with a ruin if he put his mind to it.
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[Filter: Those who are helping with Baethan]

I think it's safe to say that we'll be there tomorrow. Has the situation changed?
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I've already missed two birthdays, it seems. Ahh. Happy Birthday, Lady Celeste. Happy Birthday, Aileen. I hope you're enjoying yourselves today.
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[Filter: Tallys, in Kilian]

Do you think we would've been better off helping out in Baethan than being here?
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[Filter: Aileen, in Kilian]

You're distracted. It might be easy for you to disguise it from anyone else, but something's been off all day. I realize that my prying might not be what you want right now, but you've been doing well lately. At least, so I've thought.
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[Filter: Tallys, in Kilian]

I know we've barely had time to start our respective works, but with everyone else so tired from these ambushes ... do you want to officially take the day off?
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[Filter: Tallys, in Kilian]

I know I should've written you right away, but it took me some time to ... to work up the nerve again. To consider what I should say. I ... I've done things miserably so far, and it made sense to try to ... to make sure I'm not going about this the wrong way again.

I feel I should apologize.
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[Filter: Private]

It's ... a little bit harder to go into this one cold. ... But I just have a question. Maybe several once things get going, but ...

[Filter: Sawyer and Korvin]

This may seem a little bit abrupt, but I've been mulling this question over. ... The context may be a little obvious but ... Well, I'll get right to it.

How long did it take the two of you to realize that you were in love? It didn't happen all at once, and I'm given to believe it involved a lot of conversations.
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[Filter: Aileen, in Kilian]

I feel very stupid.
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Oh. They look a little beaten up, but ... it looks like most of the damage was done by magic wasn't it? They're not getting up again. And whatever it is they used as a focus is still here too.

Faith's eyes are open. Is she all right, Nessa?

I think we're safe.
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[Filter: Terrance]

If you've regained consciousness I'd like to have a conversation.
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[Filter: Private]

Hmm ... Something productive.

[Filter: Nessa]

I know you're busy with this puzzle right now, but ... well, you've all been working very hard at it. I just realized there's something coming up that might ease the tension.
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[Filter: Aileen]

I realize it's not exactly my place, but I am not coming at this from a place of jealousy. I'm coming at it from a place of worry. Why are you walking with Kail so often lately?
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[Filter: Tallys]

Besides ... various things ... there doesn't seem to be a lot to do in Baethan. I've caught up on my sewing, I've inventoried my supplies, I've tried reading some of the books here -- it makes me feel guilty doing it when they're so important to the family.

I'm a little lost.
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[Filter: Franelcrew and those in Baethan]

They came back, and ... they aren't attacking us at the very least. They are refusing to talk to us anymore though.

They want to talk to a man from Baethan. Diarmid? It's getting very awkward right now.
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[Filter: Private]

It's today again. It's ... not as hard.

[Filter: Public]

Has anyone who you have talked to actually witnessed a murder? I've heard a number of descriptions of the aftermath so far, but when I ask to describe the exact sequence of events ... so far the only common element is that no one has actually watched it happen. The victim is already dead, and the murderer is nowhere to be found ever again. At first I thought it was just a strange coincidence, but after so many accounts of the same thing ...
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[Filter: Private]

Terrance ... Why did you tell me? Why did you tell me that you're wrapped up in all of this mess? You're not well anymore, and I know you're not fighting right now. I know you're as safe as you can be. But ... Fayre said she'd give a royal favor for your healing, and doesn't the connect you directly to whatever they're accusing them of? Does Fayre know about you too? That she is, in some way, connected to this dreadful compulsion that affects everyone so ... cursed.

I'm glad that if you're on a side that you're not with ... them. But I've wished ever since the first time anything about it was said in Norey that you weren't one. You've been my friend for so long, and this ... this fight. Dragons.

Please be safe down there.
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